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everybody hates you i wish that i could do that too i wish i could replace you but i don’t want somebody new and everybody knows i’m at my worst and you don’t even care i fucking hurt made you out to seem  like someone who was good to me no longer a reality that’s just what i wanted you to be everybody knew i was at my worst you didn’t even care i fucking hurt and the worst part is you always promised you’d never do this but look where we’re at and the worst part is it’s not the smartest but i’ll be honest i would still take you back  i haven’t even heard a single word  do you even care i fucking hurt? and the worst part is you always promised you’d never do this but look where we’re at and the worst part is it’s not the smartest but i’ll be honest i would still take you back  and the worst part is you always promised you’d never do this but look where we’re at and the worst part is it’s not the smartest but i’ll be honest i would still take you back 
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downgrade 03:08
doing things that I shouldn’t  mixing drugs and bad decisions  did things you said you wouldn’t dried tear stains and dirty dishes every time i wish  things had gone differently was there something i missed? when did you stop choosing me i bet you tell her all the same things are you happy with the choice that you made? even though you gave up on us i still wanna be in her place telling me it’s you and i did nothing wrong repeating those words in my head for so long everybody’s telling me she’s not prettier i’m trying really hard not to be bitter shouldn’t want you if you didn’t love me enough to stay why am i jealous of a downgrade comparing myself to her constantly wonderin what made you stop wanting me i still love you better than she ever could  promise you’ll never find anything as good i bet you tell her all the same things are you happy with the choice that you made? even though you gave up on us i still wanna be in her place telling me it’s you and i did nothing wrong repeating those words in my head for so long everybody’s telling me she’s not prettier i’m trying really hard not to be bitter shouldn’t want you if you didn’t love me enough to stay why am i jealous of a downgrade why am i jealous of a downgrade? why am i jealous of a downgrade?
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hey i know you’re missin me and maybe i miss you too you made your bed, now lie in it cuz that’s what you're supposed to do i know it’s not my fault i just called to say that i’m not sorry you can take it as a love letter take it as a heartbreak and i just called to say that i’m not bothered cuz i know that you got what you wanted anyway i wish i could just move on and forget you but my feelings are just as strong when i met you god damn it hurts my heart i just called to say that i’m not sorry you can take it as a love letter take it as a heartbreak and i just called to say that i’m not bothered cuz i know that you got what you wanted anyway wanted anyway putting on a front wish i was numb and done with you (god damn it hurts my heart) (i know it's not my fault) i just called to say that i’m not sorry you can take it as a love letter take it as a heartbreak and i just called to say that i’m not bothered cuz i know that you got what you wanted anyway wanted anyway
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Out of the blue you turned into someone I never knew the pit in my stomach is growing and I'm missing you without knowing drove me home, can't see me for a while but it's a long story [Chorus] it's been 18 months until 12 minutes back my phone lights up with your name on the screen my hands are holding my head, I'm missing what we had I don't know what it means I was fine not knowing where we stood if I was standing next to you thought you were mine, and swore that we'd be there no matter what we went through so I guess I'm confused cuz [Chorus] what does it mean? does it mean? trapped between wanting to ice you out and let you back in I know it's gonna hurt I just can't win [chorus] x2
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shadows 03:19
the city carved a silhouette on the ocean after dark over the lonely and the holy and the red blood beating hearts up from the dirty black water a shadow void of form raised itself out of the river and it climbed upon the shore shadows in the city i'm a stranger to myself on these streets i'm someone else shadows in the city like a demon in the dark come to tear us apart (neon on the blacktop) (i meant to say i love you but instead i said goodbye) for all my good intentions there's a shadow in this dark it comes to me infrequently and breaks your perfect heart i don't know why i do it i apologize but it's too late a single tear and you leave me here and shadow slips away shadows in the city i'm a stranger to myself on these streets i'm someone else shadows in the city like a demon in the dark come to tear us apart

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released June 3, 2023

Produced and Composed by Kile Michael
Lyrics by taryn-kalyse
Vocals recorded by Skaught Parry
Mixed by Ryan Furlott
Mastered by Dan Fury
Drums by Beau Kuther
Additional piano by Daniel Kerrigan

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founded in 2020 by composer/producer kile brewer, is a production company investing in independent musicians, composers, and creatives. their songs feature a collaboration of artists worldwide showcasing that music and the impact it can make has no boundaries. brewer is passionate about garnering exposure for unfound talent and bringing artists’ visions to life. ... more

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