1. |
everybody hates u
03:11
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everybody hates you
i wish that i could do that too
i wish i could replace you
but i don’t want somebody new
and everybody knows i’m at my worst
and you don’t even care i fucking hurt
made you out to seem
like someone who was good to me
no longer a reality
that’s just what i wanted you to be
everybody knew i was at my worst
you didn’t even care i fucking hurt
and the worst part is
you always promised
you’d never do this
but look where we’re at
and the worst part is
it’s not the smartest
but i’ll be honest
i would still take you back
i haven’t even heard a single word
do you even care i fucking hurt?
and the worst part is
you always promised
you’d never do this
but look where we’re at
and the worst part is
it’s not the smartest
but i’ll be honest
i would still take you back
and the worst part is
you always promised
you’d never do this
but look where we’re at
and the worst part is
it’s not the smartest
but i’ll be honest
i would still take you back
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2. |
downgrade
03:08
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doing things that I shouldn’t
mixing drugs and bad decisions
did things you said you wouldn’t
dried tear stains and dirty dishes
every time i wish
things had gone differently
was there something i missed?
when did you stop choosing me
i bet you tell her all the same things
are you happy with the choice that you made?
even though you gave up on us
i still wanna be in her place
telling me it’s you and i did nothing wrong
repeating those words in my head for so long
everybody’s telling me she’s not prettier
i’m trying really hard not to be bitter
shouldn’t want you if you didn’t love me enough to stay
why am i jealous of a downgrade
comparing myself to her constantly
wonderin what made you stop wanting me
i still love you better than she ever could
promise you’ll never find anything as good
i bet you tell her all the same things
are you happy with the choice that you made?
even though you gave up on us
i still wanna be in her place
telling me it’s you and i did nothing wrong
repeating those words in my head for so long
everybody’s telling me she’s not prettier
i’m trying really hard not to be bitter
shouldn’t want you if you didn’t love me enough to stay
why am i jealous of a downgrade
why am i jealous of a downgrade?
why am i jealous of a downgrade?
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3. |
i'm not sorry
03:16
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hey
i know you’re missin me
and maybe i miss you too
you made your bed, now lie in it
cuz that’s what you're supposed to do
i know it’s not my fault
i just called to say that i’m not sorry
you can take it as a love letter
take it as a heartbreak
and i just called to say that i’m not bothered
cuz i know that you got what you wanted anyway
i wish i could just move on
and forget you
but my feelings are just as strong
when i met you
god damn it hurts my heart
i just called to say that i’m not sorry
you can take it as a love letter
take it as a heartbreak
and i just called to say that i’m not bothered
cuz i know that you got what you wanted anyway
wanted anyway
putting on a front
wish i was numb
and done
with you
(god damn it hurts my heart)
(i know it's not my fault)
i just called to say that i’m not sorry
you can take it as a love letter
take it as a heartbreak
and i just called to say that i’m not bothered
cuz i know that you got what you wanted anyway
wanted anyway
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4. |
twelve minutes
03:02
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Out of the blue
you turned into someone I never knew
the pit in my stomach is growing
and I'm missing you without knowing
drove me home,
can't see me for a while but it's a long story
[Chorus]
it's been 18 months until 12 minutes back
my phone lights up with your name on the screen
my hands are holding my head, I'm missing what we had
I don't know what it means
I was fine not knowing where we stood if I was standing next to you
thought you were mine, and swore that we'd be there no matter what we went through
so I guess I'm confused cuz
[Chorus]
what does it mean?
does it mean?
trapped between
wanting to ice you out and let you back in
I know it's gonna hurt
I just can't win
[chorus] x2
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5. |
shadows
03:19
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the city carved a silhouette
on the ocean after dark
over the lonely and the holy
and the red blood beating hearts
up from the dirty black water
a shadow void of form
raised itself out of the river
and it climbed upon the shore
shadows in the city
i'm a stranger to myself
on these streets i'm someone else
shadows in the city
like a demon in the dark
come to tear us apart
(neon on the blacktop)
(i meant to say i love you but instead i said goodbye)
for all my good intentions
there's a shadow in this dark
it comes to me infrequently
and breaks your perfect heart
i don't know why i do it
i apologize but it's too late
a single tear and you leave me here and
shadow slips away
shadows in the city
i'm a stranger to myself
on these streets i'm someone else
shadows in the city
like a demon in the dark
come to tear us apart
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